I used to be naive thinking that everyone of my friend owns only a mask.
But I was wrong.
As we grew older,
we tend to walk across many people's life.
And for each we left a different impression.
It ain't easy to please everyone, but at least I tried.
Success or fail,
It's up to you to decide.
No doubt there's still some out there thinking that I'm such a pain in their arse.
And tend to put on a facade with me.
If you feel hatred,
just show/speak it out but don't be an actor/actress.
It ain't nice talking behind people's back,
cause you won't want the same thing to happen it on you.
Speak nicely and exchange feedbacks,
and everyone will change for the better.
After going through so many ups and downs,
I get to know who's true and who's not.
Who deserve to walk an extra miles for,
and who deserve just hello & goodbye.
This week is my second week of attachment and I fell sick.
Feels so lifeless and restless working everyday
and have no spare time for myself.
I know I shouldn't have continued my part time job,
but $500 barely cover my expenses & transportation.
And not forgetting about birthday presents.
Freedom was being exchanged to money spend on luxury & shopping.
That's the only dosage that I can rely on to make me happy,
and make me feel that the long hours spend working are worth while.
Till now,
I still don't know what I'm gonna do after I graduate.
Cause plan A and plan B failed,
and I have no heart to plan plan C,
cause I'm afraid to get stuck in the circle again.
I don't really know what Im blogging
Cause I barely have 2 hours of sleep last night.
And I just typed what's on my sleepy mind.
Goood night earthlings.
Don't tell me you're worried, when I can't feel or see it. It's all just words to me.
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